零下十度

June 22nd, 2008

5 most hated sounds/voices

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1. "tic tic tac tac…" ( computer keyboard and mouse clicking. So irritating especially DOTA game is on, wonder when my laptop spoilt, wanna buy a new one)
2. " ZZZzzzzziiiiiiii….." mosquito flies near my ears when i wanted to sleep.
3. Maoning from a XXX show.
4. high frequency chicky voice
5. Car Horns

June 22nd, 2008

My definition of GOOD man

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KY’s Goodman Tag
I’m not the most famous blogger, KY. I’m Kit Yeng.
I’m not a professional journalist. I’m an ordinary girl reaching out for a good man and listing all the criterias out for you, guys…as hint or as a guidance.

1. Concern and care on her needs especially, don’t ever let her wait when she is hungry and don’t ask her to eat mee maggi with u after waiting.
2. Be romantic. Buy her souvenirs and small gift no matter how small it is, it shows you are thoughtful, she is pampered.
3. Promise her. Girl welcomes promises. NO matter how much u might fullfill, thanks for bothering to tell me all these to cheer me up, to sweeten my day." I can’t promise u how long can i love u as i don’t want to cheat u/make fake promise" WTF…wouldn’t it better if he said " I will love u even though death pull us apart, i still want to be your man for next coming life.."?
4. Bring her to the jewelry shop. YOu migh not afford but let her having to dream to have the ring put by u. DON"T ever say:" got money u buy yourself" or "go la, no money can’t buy la"
5. Be generous. Girl hates stingy man. Not wasteful.  when he starts to count on uncountable things when u eat and spend, no more joy and life."this steak costs RM30? after eating will FLY ar?" A romantic candles lite dinner will be ruined if he said " i can put on 2 candles at home for u and we ta pao back"
6. Be sporty. Most of the girls love sportsman, not professional players but at least you join some sports. Men looks great when sweating~
7. Be there for her. Trust her. When she complaint to you, don’t just focus on right or wrong but let her knows u are by her side. "That fat guy bullied me and took my carpark, and he stared at me!(angry)" Don’t say " if u said like that u are no manners like him..it’s his ability to park 1st". Please say " yeah, he is really rude, but don;t angry at this kinda person, sweet heart. not worth"
8. Be thankful. Dont think she is your maid to ready everything for u. Don’t take for granted. Thanks what she did for u and really appreciate her.

And so much more….to treat a girl well, is very easy. Be attentive and lovely.

I tag u for being a good man, to all the girls; i curse you for ruining the girl’s love life.

I welcome guy’s critics and question/query; i welcome girl’s add on.

May 12th, 2008

My friends want to marry

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It somehow makes me down as my university coursemates are going to marry this June. We are invited to the ceremony, should be proud of that as we are 2 in 20 (2 tables for friends).
This makes me think, what is marriage? when is the suitable time for marriage? In the age of 25, while some have already a mother of few kids, i’m still working (just started), honestly i do think of marrying and settle down. wakakaka~~Funny hor? Not really sure whether it is under hormone influence, human nature, or "peer pressure"?
Marriage, is not merely because one wants to marry. Not because you want to be posted together while working nor you want to tie your partner up. the worst thing is, when people marry because, OMG, no menstruation since last month! marry with no reason, only because of unexplainable true love and desire to lead life together.
I think, i will only consider marrying when i think i;m secure and better after married. If marriage burden me, i rather be single.
I think will be clearer, if u know what is responsibility, accountability, and trustworthy.

May 12th, 2008

My day in Hospital

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I have been working for 9 months, in Hospital Tengku Ampuan Afzan, Kuantan, my hometown. Working is just like a photostate machine, printing the same pages all the day, working at 8am, back at 5pm, and sometime later than that. I have promised myself, no way to post any blogs regarding my work, it’s really tiring working all day, no point saying out again.
Once, i think i float in the middle of the sea, knowing nothing about what should i do as a hospital pharmacist. Can i change patients’ mindset that i’m not merely a drug dispenser? Can i stop the patients from thanking us as "doctor" for providing great counselling? Can i make doctor to accept my present in ward?
Day passed day, i face pembantu farmasi, houseman doctors, nurses, MO, specialist  and staff in hospital. Everyone is different. Doctor, yes, has started to appreciate my help in ward, but still there are some who ignore us pharmacist. I would say one arrogant specialist, Dr. Sharanpal, a mix blood  indian who is too proud and look down on me, saying that "Do u think u are smarter than a medical officer?" when i voice out my opinions regarding allopurinol’s side effect. (in my mind, i would say, yes, im better in term of manner…haha) Specialists in HTAA are humble, like Dr How, Dr Kuan, Dr Ijaz, Dr Ahlam and so on, they are willing to teach and listen. except this special one. MO and HO too, we complement each other well. Thanks to everyone!!! and my senior pharmacist, Ms Tan, ms. Beh, ms. Cheong etc…my best friend’s Wen, in supporting me!
Giving counselling, helping doctor in little petty things (suggest alternatives, dosage, side effect info, translation etc) make up my day. I enjoy having ward round. I think i have found my way out. I appreciate myself in my position, this is great, i look forward to doing more. ^^

August 8th, 2007

只要我爱你,什么问题都可以解决

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我很喜欢《凤凰四重奏》的金句:
“可以遇到自己喜欢的人,是一件很幸福的事,一定要珍惜。
遇到什么问题,都不要轻易放弃,
只要我爱你,什么问题都可以解决。”
我不断勉励提醒自己。

June 5th, 2007

记载

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舒适的躺在床上,我敷着保湿面膜,静静回忆你我的相遇相识相知与相爱。我不能不时常回忆,我深怕那感人的片段会因为年长而逝去,也不能自拔沉醉于那甜蜜的分秒内。

标,我或许罗嗦,但能够详尽地记载我们的种种,我宁愿让你觉得我婆妈长气,我也会写下去。我知道我们的孩子也会对我们的故事津津乐道。请不要,不要让它随风而逝。

 “喂!你可以不可以不要这样?人家不用吃啦?看着你用力拍打那打包给潮明的Subaidah椰浆饭,我忍不住向你怒吼。曾经对你的印象是那么坏,破坏王无赖顽皮,没有一样好。现在,总是觉得为什么会看漏了一个那么好的男生?你的无赖底下裹的是十足内涵,是那窝心的细心体贴包容温柔。

我煲的糖水,你碗里的腐竹意米白果会特别多;碗里的番薯糖水番薯特别多;碗里的罗汉果海底椰糖水总是有着比别人多的龙眼比别人嫩滑的海底椰...里面包藏的是我对你的点点表示,你也似乎感觉,总是不推辞总是在放工后来Pekaka
31B-7-6喊喊我的名字喝喝我的糖水。虽然都是误打误撞的,你都说不错啊!”“好吃咧!,给我多多的鼓励。你知道吗?每每看到你站在门口时,我会心花怒放,笑得好灿烂的。

你手拿水果和那毫不在乎的口气深深烙在我心坎里:“Eh,我吃不完啊太多了,你要不要?你总爱要我帮忙切水果然后请我吃一半,或为我家送来水果。我是多么的开心,想想梦中情人啊,你是否也喜欢我?现在,你剖析道:不知道为什么,班上那么多女生,我只想和你分享水果,想要你健康和看你开心的笑。你说我的笑容最美。

喜欢躲在你身后坐在玻璃后看你打壁球,然后嘲笑你兰花指,其实心里边却芳心暗许,沉醉于你挥拍的英姿。你偶尔的回头一笑,让小小的我心如鹿撞心跳加速,想起的这时,嘴角也微微上扬。魅力无法挡。你让我挑战,若输我一球就脱裤,轻敌的你加不弱的我,你最终欠我一条裤!夕阳西下,坐在你身旁拭汗,看着你汗流浃背,心里暗爽~喔嗬嗬!可以和你影子重叠噜~可以和你像哥儿般畅谈,心里有的是丝丝的期待。
 

喜欢你弹吉他歌唱,喜欢你的《出卖》,听得我热泪满眶酸进心坎里。
 

让我胆敢踏出第一步的是你近乎每天深夜的来电,畅谈数小时彻夜不眠和你在我家聊天至凌晨六点。无论多夜,你在网咖回家前都会寄信息向我报告报告。5:49am你捎来一封鼓舞我的信息“Just in case you wake
up… Greet you good morning 1st.haha… ”日前,你说我extraordinary。我想:天哪!千万别玩弄我(唉,谁叫你总让我觉得花心?),我已深深堕入情网!他算是喜欢我吗?

不能自拔了。于是我决定给你明确的答复暗示邀约。我告诉自己,在假期前不要让自己有遗憾。于是我没有碰钉子,你的心里有我。

我可以写很冗长详尽的文章细述我和阿标的故事,不期许对大家产生共鸣,也不企图炫耀自己;我只是想借助网誌(Blog)好好保存我的记忆。日后,当我sign in Friendster时,多老,回忆也历历在目。 

标,我珍惜你。 

 

 

 

May 20th, 2007

不喜欢关丹

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每次回家,心里头并没有松了口气;反而心情更加紧张生活更紧凑更乏味。回家让我感觉负担。回家不是休息,而是被负更大的使命责任。家人都渴望我的帮忙,一天工作十二小时,苦的不是工作量不是劳苦度,而是无助的灵魂被束缚于重担的躯体。
每次离开槟城,心中有很多不舍和不习惯。除了对你的牵挂,也是因为这里贴近我的心。纵使功课忙碌,步伐却不紧凑,忙里自有松口气的当儿消遣的时候;没有束缚自由很多。
我想逃离关丹。
我想槟城。那休闲的角落。

April 12th, 2007

複雜心情

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只剩下一張考卷心情特別愉快,不必再有考試狂躁症,有的只是濃濃的旅行夢。
只剩下不到一個星期就畢業了,不能再上課打瞌睡、不能再轉頭偷看阿標。
只剩下一點時間,既興奮又期待;
只剩下一點時間,可以和你相聚,既傷心又害怕。
原來快要畢業是這般心情的,甜酸苦辣聚集,複雜!

March 21st, 2007

无题

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那冰冻的四方战争世界,
我未战已亡;
你用华丽的包装风光的排场,
赐封我为女王。
然而却不忘留下那落魄的躯壳,落寞凄凉
我无力停止善战的将军,他无法休战;
那惨痛的士兵,只能背水一战,陪他落难。
女王,你也只是独守闺房,并非披甲上仗,没什么好虚张。
那体面的装潢高贵且让人敬仰,
那空洞的楼房凄凉让人万分惆怅。
冷风吹袭,极寒刺骨。
女王,你尽管眺望,那可能的希望,会在遥远的他方。

March 19th, 2007

我的不完美

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我讨厌自己身上的缺陷,虽说没有人是十全十美但我就是不能接受自己身上的不完美,太多太多值得埋怨的东西,太多太多对上天的不公平作出的无声抗议。心里边深深地害怕,祈祷着那些不完美不会是他离开我的理由。
如果要我从身上挑一个我最不喜欢的部分,我会选择“脚”。如果脚知道的话,一定很伤心,毕竟日行数里始于脚下,任劳任怨的双脚竟然被他主人唾弃。我也不想这样,埋怨乃人之常情。
我的脚不美,又短又粗的,穿裤好没有美感。
我的脚板不美,又阔又大,血管很明显,美丽的鞋穿在脚上不会好看。我想我是遗传爸爸的静脉曲张吧。。。
妈妈取笑我有“鸭母脚”。
但智者说:“在你埋怨你没有一双好鞋时,想想那些没有双脚的人。”
我的双脚,谢谢你的不离弃。~从感恩我学习不介怀~

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